I"m pretty much in the same situation. I've had my license for 17 years and now I'm "this close" to trading in my Santa Fe for a Civic LX 5Spd. I never drove a standard before until last night. A friend let me drive his (2012 civic) around an empty parking lot. 1st gear is a lot harder then what it looks like in those "How To" Youtube videos. After about 20-30min i was doing pretty good. I am little hesitant about hills at that time, taking it in baby steps. I did take it around town for about an hour or so. While i know the gear changes were still sloppy he did admit he was amazed it was going so good considering I had no experience driving a stick. Those manumatics do not do it justice. They are good to give the basic principles but actually changing gears and not just flipping a switch is totally different.