Mother Of All Whore Threads Non-VIP Edition v.1

...Well, I don't wanna trauma dump too hard, but on Sunday I ...kinda watched a friend die from a heart attack.

Having seen that, I now irrationally also think I'm going to have a heart attack when I replay the paramedics doing chest compressions on him in my head...and then hearing his mom's screams when that didn't revive him.

I start shaking randomly during the day, even when I'm not thinking about it, and my heart won't stop racing. I hate this, but I know it's just a trauma response.

It also doesn't help that I just...miss my friend. We didn't even get to talk Sunday.
 
man I'm truly sorry for your loss and having to even witness that.
 
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